modulars/accounting majors plus bad weather plus h1n1 ay hindi magandang combination.. seriously!
accounting makes my body become weak.
lack of sleep and food.
the bad weather would make me sick.
rain and sun, taking turns.
if i get sick, i won't be able to go to school as a precautionary measure taken by the school regarding h1n1.
i don't want to miss class. such a stress to keep up.

3 days nalang term break.. exaj! hahaha! tapos after nun, modulars na naman (if i'll pass this term). omigash! hell year to. hahaha!

anyway, i really hope i wont get sick. sakitin pa naman ako. oh no!

i'm excited to go to school tomorrow already.
no more free time, which means that less time will be spent on things that are of less/no importance.
i really need to pass accounting.
i'm starting to like my course already, i don't know why. hahaha!
probably because of the idea that i'll be one of the three people from 106 that would graduate with an eco-accounting degree. hahaha!
ang yabang much? hahaha! kasi so far, 3 nalang kami. advanced lang yung isa. hahaha!
my only problem lang naman talaga is that i'm tamad.
i'm tamad to do all 20 problems for 1 subject.
i'm tamad to study. i barely studied for quizzes in eco. i don't know how i passed.

oh there's our thesis for eco pa pala. wish us luck.
august is fast approaching

i'm kind of feeling better already.
alcohol and mall therapy. hahaha!

starting tomorrow, i will try my best to stop thinking about it.
i seriously need to get my life back.
i will try not to be too sad about the whole ldr thing.
i'll try not to cry every night anymore.
yes, after 2 months, im still not used to it.
i have been crying every night for 2 months already.
i think those tears are enough already.
i need to be ok now.
this is why i don't like having a lot of free time.
i don't get to divert my attention to something less saddening (?).
can't wait to go to school on monday.

on the lighter note:
this 10 day break had allowed me to be able to open up to other people.
it had helped me become closer to people i don't usually get to talk to when there's school.
from old friends to my bf's friends.
i got to talk to them even if some topics were really mababaw.
it felt nice.

i think lead had helped me become more open to others.
i can now approach people just to say hi.

woah!! i have this pa pala. i kept on laughing when i got to read my old posts. hahaha! memories!!
i just thought of blogging again. kasi i feel like i need this as my therapy.
a lot of things are currently going on in my head that i feel like i have to pour out.
part of it has something to do with missing my bf too much already..
to a point that a lot of things are bugging me about it.


hello, paranoia. :)

ang tagal ko na di nagboblog... di ko lam bakt e. hahaha! tinatamad...

i'm scared... and i'm nasestress.. nasestress kakaisip bakit hindi ako stress.. hahaha! i mean steady... nakakatakot kasi i think i'm doing something wrong.. or rather, i'm not doing anything at all.. pero di naman e... wala lang, kasi lahat ng tao sa paligid ko stress na stress...

natuwa ako kahit onti kanina kasi nastress ako kahit sandali nung nasa conference... kasi hassle mag conference sabay sabay nagtatype... hahaha! may time na ganun.. tapos nung kelangan mo ng magsalita mga tao, walang nagsasalita.. hahaha! natuwa daw eh noh.. kasi ewan, nafeel kong normal na ko kasi stressed na rin ako like others. hahaha! hay nako... ang weirdo ko tlga... bahala na si batman...

anyway, kanina ang cute eco majors ng 106, bawat block represent sa south conserve.. may block 12 (si dom), 13 (ehem), 14 (sila nikki), 15 (sila jenna)... wala lang, it was so cute... lahat serious na serious sa micrec...

anyway, too tamad to blog...

GOODLUCK TO ALL OF US, ECO MAJORS!!!! :D I SAY PARTY TAYONG LAHAT AFTER NG MIDTERMS...

we all have our snufflapagous-es (sp?)...

pero it's too much na ata if we try to imagine things to the next level..
imagination na nagiging pretention na nagiging lies na nagiging "truth"

go figure

*bow*

PETE.... WHY ARE YOU SO HOT? hahaha!!!

Watched fall out boy concert last friday with elaine, my brother, nicca, pau, and  nicca's cousins *pau, inna, pat, etc*...

pau, kung ikaw mukhang nakaluhod, ako mukhang nakaupo... hahahaha!!! why do they have to be that tall? samantalang nung high school, they were, either, smaller than me or my ka-height lang.. hahaha!!!

fun fun... great concert!!! pete! you should have given me your hoodie... hehehe!! :D

we thought wala ng opening.. yun pala meron.. nicca, texted me after the concert and told me nag-opening pa rin chicosi.. di lang namin naabutan.. hahaha! ok na yun... di naman sila yung pinunta namin e... hahaha!

dapat mag lalagay kami eye liner para, "We Belong.." pano mga tao dun, mukha tlgang mga fan... hahaha!!! rocker na rocker mga dating.. hahaha!

when i say fall out, you say BOY!!

Cause I'll keep singing this lie if you'll keep believing it...
the best part in believe is the "lie"...

puro FOB songs na to... hahahaha!!!

so sleepy... excited for tomorrow :D 

si loren, pinag-tripan na naman ako kanina... sabi 4:30 pa daw matatapos ecostat.. 4:00 palang, eh i was super duper sleepy na... so i went to the comfort room and stayed there for about 5 mins. pangpalipas ng time.. tapos nung pabalik na ko ng room, i tried "calculating" kung until what time ba tlga matatapos yung class.. when i opened the door, narealize kong until 4:10 lang pala.. tapos loren kept on laughing at me... kasi alam nyang late ko na narealize.. hahaha!!! mean-o!

ok, so i'm sabaw na...

*bow*

My OBLICON class prof, makes my MWF happy... aside from my humaart class... atty. is so so funny... great actress pa.. hahaha!!!!

"atty., may problem po ulit... mataba po anak nyo.." hahaha! ok, so di matatawa mga tao dito.. but the people from my class get this... hahaha!!! cutie pie....




after 2-3 days na sobrang hyper and tawa ng tawa... parang nawala na energy ko bigla... as in ngayon, i'm soooooo..... dull (?). basta.. wala na ko sa mood... hay nako...

i say, thinking too much is bad!